Published on: 2025-08-18
a random collection of thoughts!
Written by: mgarciat
Now i get that the only big concern I have is, to exist or to flow rather than push forward or impose what i think I am, it’s contradictory, because what i think I am, should put before a idea, a concept a way of living, where I just develop my own self without conflicts or any other external demands on my own purpose. I get it now, that, every single push and let go can generate a wave of consciousness in my future self, i mean, doing changes in my current perception, and decisions make sure that the future me evolves, i know this is kind of hard determinism, like a non existant freewill, but here comes the handy dandy situation, we live in a interconnected digital vs analogic reality, I sometimes see this duality, being an analog vs a digital person, this requires to understand that we are shaped by the purpose we sense in our selves in previous points of time, making this a timeless existance that gets persisted in a digital reality, but with a lot of color stains and densities like a analogic wave form that exists and colours the cosmos constantly. so it’s a duality of how past, present and future are connected in so many levels. we are shaped constantly by each thought change, by each purpose seeking action we do, we are called by God to remain into a higher level consciousness, so this dispatches many consequent actions that day by day we are consciously evolving to a better understanding on how our actions matter. and why we should be relentless with self development.